Miss you still. Would have been getting ready tonight for meze. Would be moaning about your lack of words in your card how I would love and embrace that now. Trying not to cry today. Hope you have a drink up there on us. A warm brandy. Listened to your songs today for first time since you left us im beginning to like Keith Sweat Lol Xxxxxxxx

Happy 71 birthday. Hope you had a party with all close to you up there. Miss you xxxxx

Love you still miss you. Katie and Alfie not the same without you. Mus you was my soul mate. When will this get easier. I am so unhappy everyday xxx

Been a long time on here but still think of you everyday. Happy 30 year anniversary to us. Katie and Alfie took me out for a meal which was sweet but it should have been you sitting with me. I handled the day remarkably well not crying or getting drunk. Just glad it’s over for another year. Xxxx

Happy 70th. Hope you are celebrating up there and listening to your favourite tunes. I can’t still listen to your tunes it’s still too hard for me. I still think of you everyday - you will always be on my mind to the day I die xx

Thinking of you today as like everyday since you left us. It’s Alfie’s birthday today too. Sweet 17. Wish you was here. Growing into a amazing young man but too much like you lol. So sad today but yet so special. It’s a hard day. Hope you are looking down at us. Saw a robin today outside our front door today Hope it was a sign from you. ♥️♥️ Never thought I believe that stuff but gives me comfort. Love you so much wifey xxxxx

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Happy 69th Birthday Baba!!

Love you. 💕💕💕💕

Love you and miss you so much Hopefully you are having a brandy or two (warmed up in the glass of course) up there with family and friends xxxxxxx

Still can’t believe you are gone from us forever. Everyday you are on my mind. It’s not fair this has happened to us. Our lives will never be the same. I wish I could see you just one more time to tell you how I feel. Love you x

It’s so unfair we are stuck in this nightmare. I am so so angry you left us and feel so guilty feeling this way. Our family is broken. Katie and Alfie are suffering so much without you it’s heartbreaking

Miss you so much it would of been 28 years today I still cant listen to boys to men I am hurting still so much. I never got you a card in all those years and it’s sad I writing this to you on here today of all days and you will never get to see it. I’m sorry I never wore my wedding ring for years which I knew upset you and never really showed my feeling for you and never said I loved you but deep down I think you knew I always did. Wish it was a card and you are with me today to to receive it you would of been so shocked lol. Today is going to be hard for me without you Love you and always will xxxxxxx

Love you ❤️❤️❤️

I wish I was buying you a real gift. You loved most things from JD Sports, Sweets, Mints, Brandy and Smellies as you would call them. Last year you got a fitness watch that you loved. How badly I wish it still counted your steps and heart rate. I love you Dad and I wish you a Happy Heaven Birthday. With us not at peace, I assume you aren't but please do rest in peace & enjoy your day up there with loved ones. Your spirit will give us strength. Xxxx

You should be here with us celebrating your birthday. It’s so unfair. The pain is still the same the day you died and us as a family are finding it hard to move on xxxxx

Miss you so much. It isn’t getting any less painful. I lost half of me the day you died. We been through so much together and now I’m alone. Xxxxxxx

Forget you not Baba. You were a huge part of our lives and I will always remember and talk about our memories Xxxx